Metamorphic Rhapsody
The project has been started in October 2020 as an attempt to accept the changes, and finished in 3 years as an act of full acceptance and letting go.
October 2023
Reflecting on the October 2020, it becomes clear that I was grappling with significant changes that had come my way. It took me few years to adapt, and during this period, I was too absorbed in the process to fully comprehend the extent of these adjustments.
Only after everything had settled into place, and I was completely immersed in my new circumstances, the weight of these changes hit me suddenly and harshly. It was as if the cracks in the room served as a constant visual reminder of my unease.
I found myself struggling to accept the fact that everything had shifted, and I needed to adopt a fresh perspective. It felt as if everything around me was unraveling, and I had little to no control over the situation.
Throughout this period, my art provided a consistent source of solace. It unwittingly became the canvas through which I could express and process my emotions, helping me understand why I felt compelled to convey myself in this manner.
This film is a reminder to myself, to you or anyone going through changes,
expected or not, - it's gonna be just fine.
Today, I can look back at that turbulent time with a sense of closure and growth. I've come to terms with the changes, and I've harnessed the power of my art to navigate through uncertainty. Through this journey, I've not only found a deeper connection to my creative expression but also discovered a new sense of control and resilience in the face of life's unpredictability. There are no cracks anymore.
